Why.

So, I told a boy.

That I really liked.

That we were better friends.

And that I didn't like him.

Yes I lied.

And I regret it.

Which means I lost my chance.

I also like someone I shouldn't like, Because he's hurt me a lot.

and I swear I didn't like him,

'Til I started talking to him again.

And it reminded me why I ever liked him.

And I know he doesn't feel the same back.

And I like another boy.

But, I can't like him,

Like I seriously CAN NOT.

Its hard to explain.

I know I know,

I'm horrible person.

And if you can't count that is a total of four boys.

:/

Help!

Two, I need to just give up on.

I could never date them,

:/

Thee other two prolly don't even like me back.

I hate life.

UGHH!

:/

I feel like a player.

Its SO gross.

Fuck life.